Change and Pattern Upheaval
Itās been a transition weekāor weeksādepending on your point of view. Iāve closed the book on a 12-year story with a company that brought me an amazing amount of joy, safety, and comfort over the years. Iāve left it for the excitement of something new, because sometimes what one needs most is change. Thatās definitely what I needed. This new journey is starting out well, and Iām thankful for that!
Change is a funny thing. It can exhilarate you, it can cause anxiety, and it can make you sadāall in one fell swoop. There are more positive outcomes in this case than negative, thankfully, but itās still been a lot to deal with. Whatās been most interesting is the upheaval of my daily routine. After twelve years, you kind of get into a pattern of things, and then when that changes in a significant way, you discover youāve got to figure things out all over again. Iām struggling with that a bit.
Itās definitely a first-world problem. Donāt get me wrongāIām not actually complaining about it. Itās just an observation of things as they are. It is a āproblemā to be solved, however. Things will settle, as they do, and Iāll find myself in a new pattern over time. I just need to be patientābut I can also attempt to determine what I want that pattern to be.
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